每天都在告诉自己，

我要快乐。。。

可是，

有时候，却真的笑不出。。。。

最近都好烦！！！

烦死了。。。。

我还真的笑不出来。。。

压力越来越大了。。。。

怎么办？？

好怕这个学期的成绩，

英文一直以来都很差的我，

真的很挫折。。。。

这么努力的要考好成绩都是因为

不想再浪费时间了，

我已经花了很多钱，

浪费了一年的时间，

如果我不用心，

考不好，

我真的可以去撞墙了。。。

最对不起的人就是父母了。。。。

所以，

一直以老挝都是很努力的读书，

所以成绩都不错，

朋友们都下到吧。。。

以前成绩不怎么好的我，

终于想通了。。。

所以，

成绩不可以再掉了。。。

也因此非常注重这个学期。。。。

最令我烦恼的就是那个撞了我的没良心女生。。。

到现在还不要见面说清楚，

一直在拖我，

害得我都失眠！！！！！

烦恼都是因为你啦。。。。

廖微欣~~

加油！！！

Sem 3 Result !!!!

Sem 3 result !!

NOt that satisfied but i had already try my very best seriously ....

English this subject always is my worst subject ....

hmm , 

but im satisfied english in this sem result  !!!!

hahaha ....

The most disappointed subject is photography ....

use the most time , effort and money ,

quite sad ....

SEM 4 is started now ....

5 subject .....

all is so tough ....

what i can do is just time management .....

try all my best ...

i want get all A ....

hehehehe ....

=)

H.O.P.E !!!!

HOPE !!! 

星期一 6/5/2013 

选举后的第一天，

大家还算平静的，

没什么是发生~~~

5月5 的这一天，

相信大家都紧张，期待。。。。

但是有些时候，

我们还是需要接受事实，

虽然不公平，

虽然大家都清楚明白整件事情的事实~~

很无奈，

也感觉很悲伤，

大家都希望自己的国家安宁~~

我们也只能祷告的~~

大家加油！！！

*********************************************************************************

今天我还是上了早上的课~~

好久好久没上课，

很想念，

除了想念上课，

当然还有一班可爱的朋友，

我们今天一坐下，

就聊了很多“55”的事件。。。。。

短短的时间，

还聊得很愤怒。。。。

哈哈哈哈。。。。。

你懂我懂，

大家真的很难接受那事实，

因为我们都看得到那些事实~~~~~~

好啦，

到此为止。。。。

上完网，

就要回家去了。。。

晚安。。。。

Thursday 2/5/2013

working working and working ....

this semester break is really a good memories of working ... xD 

hmm , 

what to update ??
actually have alot alot of thing wanna to update ....

my melaka trip , my new DSLR and also blackstone cafe ....

is hard for me to update because i dun have wifi at house 

but i will try my best to update ASAP =)

STAY TUNED !!!

working day !!!

is such a tiring work non stop for 1 week ryte ...

but i think i have a very big patient to continue .... hahahaha ....

Well ,

now im going to talk about my 6 days experience !!!

the first day full of passion when i reach there , 

BUT !!

After i listen brief from the so Called " manager" i think ...

i feel like ....

"DOWN "

WHAT ??

WHAT??

HIT TARGET ??

seriously ????????????

the passion drop down suddenly ...

what can do ??

because of the salary ,

i have to work .....

6 days i can get nearly 700++ 

havent add commision ...

good salary ryte ?

but stress !!

many ppl will said that of course working sure got stress want mah ....

but, 

the first day i already stand from 9:30 am to 10pm ....

so , 

tired + stress ( commision -hit target )

luckily the 6 days i no eat "ZERO" ...

hahaha ....

something that i should be happi is that  meet new friends and work with friend !!!

we laugh without anyone insight ~~

we talk everything , 

we share everything together .....

is such a nice memory with them .....

and special thanx to the pretty lover come to visit us when we lunch and also wait for us finish work !!!

so sweet ~~~

best friend also like that ...

hehehehe ....

Now, 

i finally can rest ....

woohoooooooo ....

and i go melaka for 1 day to relax myself ~~

then , 

continue work at office again !!!!

gambateh ~~~

2 new friends !!! they are a friendly girl and funny ...

they get 4.0 and 3.3 in stpm result !!!

星期日。。。

和一位好朋友逛街去了！

就這樣，
我的星期天就要過去了，
明天開始的一禮拜，
我要好好的工作！

加油♥

**有感而发**

我还是原来的我，
只是，
现在的我，
变美啦！！！ （哈哈哈）

回到正题~~
我想啊。。。。
我自己还蛮被动的，
比较少主动。。。

有时觉得自己很懒，
没有人约，没事做，
就整天呆在家里看戏，颓废阿。。。。

嗯。。。
这种情况真的到了学院生活才会有的状况。。。。
每天都在压力中，
有的休息，
当然自己是给自己一个借口休息，
所以，
即使回到巴生我还是一样呆在家里~~

当然，
也是因为离很多朋友家遥远了些。。。
不能时常见面。。。。

我唯一觉得有改变是在我开始会思考了，
做任何事都真的会比较认真，
所以常常失眠。。。

人生真的是这样的，
到了某个阶段，
你会有不同的烦恼。。。。

有些时候自己还是觉得需要一个人，
一个人做自己喜欢的事，
一个人思考着，
一个人的梦想，
没人能帮你。。。。

有时候就太忙，

有时候就太闲。。。。

真的要好好把生活计划好，

要享受当下，

活得精彩。。。

深夜的五點钟！
我還在很清醒當中，
可是我的頭卻痛的很，
我還是睡不著。。。。

這禮拜，我幾乎都是接近早上才能入眠，
真的是痛苦死了，
好像好久都沒痛苦的哭一場！

好累啊，
心累，身體累，
所有的事都好累！

每天晚上都失眠。。。
真的好痛苦！

煩啊！！！！！！
一場意外，
讓我好痛苦，好難受。。。

一個多月了，
還是離不開當時的恐懼！

救命啊。。。

Momento Cafe ♥

ITs time to update my blog !!

ABOUT ~~~

Maggie Boon's birthday =)

************************DENG DENG DENG DENG**********************************

Date : Saturday 
Time : 3pm
Venue : Momento Cafe ( setia alam )

**We actually delay her birthday celebration because many of us is busying exam and work ,so ....

Here are some of the photo that capture on that day !!

Pretty baba show her souvenir from my pretty lover ....

pretty lover with her drinks

**forget what she drinks d**

maggie mee with her sour plum blended 

zhen with her honey dew drink..

Me and mango blended ....**not bad **

pretty baba with his drinks ....

::::::::::::::::actually wanted to introduce their drinks but failed to remember the name ::::::::::::::

p/s:ignore my eyes , hahaha ...
with baba lynn and the colourful drinks....

:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::all of us with the colourful drinks ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

With the birthday girl

LASTLY AND LASTLY 

GROUP PHOTO .....

****** something wanna to say to our birthday girl *******

HAppi birthday again ....

and sorry for the late celebration .....

hmm ....

too happi and glad that become ur friend ....

hahaha ....

dun so touch ...=P

but seriously , 

i feel touch when i receive ur long long birthday message last year , 

the feeling is that what u wrote for me is deeply touch my heart .....

always care about us .....

that is u ....

Lastly and lastly , 

wish u all the best in ur study and

pretty always ....

BFF ....

no matter where we are , 

must remember each other ya ....

♥

                     The part of Momento cafe ....
                     the environment is very good ....
                     i like the feeling inside the cafe ....
                     comfortable ....
                     we chit chat at there almost 3 hours ...
                     hahaha ...
                     i think i will went there again
                    hope that the menu will change especially the cake
                     the cake that i ate is okok oni ......

我的生活里总是出现很多颜色。。。。

有时候，

心情也和颜色一样。。。。

最近也爱上了鲜艳的颜色，

我爱上了那快乐的生活

28.3.12

第一天考试。。。

我只能说，

靠命运了。。。

惨了惨了。。。

好怕好怕这个学期的成绩。。。

一定差死了！！！

各个科都没有把握。。。。

这个学期我还真的少了专心。。。

也好忙，好烦。。。。

明天考英文，

大致上应该说，

英文是不需要读的，

给我，

我却觉得，

英文不是在考试前读的，

应该每天都在读英文。。。

没办法，

英文差的我就应该这样。。。

可是，

我却没实行过。。。。

哈哈哈。。。

所以明天的考试，

顺其自然。。。

加油拉。。。。

当然，

明天就是我放假的的第一天。。。。

开心开心。。。。

我要过个充实的假期。。。。

五天还没到。。。
我已经用了50块在两天里。。。
我的天~~~

缺钱。。。
有了计划，
省钱计划~~
收钱计划~~
**不想再跟家里拿钱了**

每个礼拜六和日都工作。。。
除了能过得充足以外。。。
我想，
我还能收钱。。。

要到各个不同的国家。。。。
旅行。。。

人除了現實，還是現實。。。
需要你的時候，才會出現。。。。

WOW！
我懂了。。。。

im so wonder why im always think about how ppl think ...
im so wonder about why im always think of other feeling more then my feeling ...

ITS really hurt !!!
i think i should stop everything ...
seriously ...

today im so upset about the breakfast seriously seriously !!!
rm10 , just drink 1 hot chocolate , and the chocolate is like light and thin ... i dunno what i drink , just feel not  feeling well after drink it ...
I order the half boiled egg .... come with like water ...
bread ... full with sweet !!!
seriously i wanted to scold d ,
NO QUALITY AT ALL !!!!
really !!!!

Finally ....
no more assignment and presentation this sem ...
hahaha .....

2 subject to exam next week .....
THEN ,
1 month holiday ....
woohoo ....

无意间看到了以前朋友的照片。。。

回想起，
那时，
大家还是开开心心的一起旅行。。。
两到三家人一起旅行。。。

她，
只大我一岁，
是个漂亮的女生。。。。

去年吧。。。
很意外的她爸爸去世了。。。

看回那些照片。。。
真的特别的伤感，
也真的很替她难过。。。。

虽然过了这么久，
可是想起当时，
大家一起旅行的时刻。。。
还真的很开心。。。

**人参阿。。。就是这样。。。。
真的要好好过日子。。。

我讨厌你。。。
超级讨厌你。。。
真的很讨厌你。。。。
非常讨厌你。。。。

因为这科我的cgpa肯定掉到够够力！！！

大爱这张！！！

终于的终于。。。
我真的摆脱了那么“一点”的忙碌。。。。

我想，
在这个sem里，
最最最开心的一天，
也就只有今天了，
整个short sem，今天我们才能好好的聊聊，拍拍照。。。

说实话，我班的男生，没什么优点~~哈哈哈/。。。

这男的是班里面最幼稚的！！

我们是E3<3

有一半可爱的朋友。。。开心。。。

大家都是搞怪人物！！


**虽然今天的心情真的被一些没有责任感的人破坏了，可是，看看这些照片，我还是会开心的笑一下，我终于要year 2 了**

嚴重的無言！

坐在車裡，
十分钟了。。。

這種感覺不錯

不要在犯賤了！！

專一點

當有念頭要放弃时，
這首歌出現了。。。

意味著？

好像霸道点。。。
这样就什么也得到我想要的。。。

好像就有这样的朋友。。。

有时候，
利用这个字常常出现在我身上。。。

是不是自己常常就是没有存在感的。。。

累了。。。

Photography is something can share and keep the moment ...

Photographer should have passion to capture every each photo ....


** I dun have time to rest since the sem started ....**

告訴自己我一定可以！
即使在累也要撐下去。。。

爲什麽別人就是有資格生氣，
我卻沒有。。。

爲什麽別人就是有資格臉黑，
我卻沒有。。。

我做了那麼多，
別人還是認為我是錯的。。。

我累了

腦里還是一直出現懂事這兩個字。。。

長了這麼大？
我到底哪裡不懂事了？
而我又到底是哪裡懂事了？

想一想，
每個人都有懂事和不懂事的時候！

那~
我很努力的完成我的功課算懂事嗎？
自己也傻笑了。。。

每天都在想著如何才能把功課做的最好！

有點累，
最近都不愛說話了。。。

沉默代表累了

接近两点钟。。。。
凌晨。。。

我还是在想想想 ~~
还有好多好多的东西要计划。。。

有点累，
可是在熬过两个礼拜，
就放假啦。。。

**今天去吃了“小肥羊”， 不错。。。 **

Wednesday 6.3.2012

Today from morning until afternoon also non stop doing my assignment , class .....
My lunch time already fly away ...
but luckily ...
someone bought me a bread (RT Pastry-my love ) and kaya ball after my first class ...
so shock and also feel happy at that moment ...
Thanx bii ...

10am class but wake up at 8 something and rush for my assignment again ...
luckily ..
today ...
i didnt stay at college until night ...
4 something i already can back to condo ...
is so happi for us ...
hahaha ...

BUT ...
the following weeks will be more and more busy ...
seriously ..
the week 1 i still can relax abit ...
but in the following week ...
feel so suffer ...
no time for me to rest !!
my brain keep on headache ...
thing this think that ....
my shirt all oso no time to wash , so i just take back hometown to wash on saturday ....
my table messy until i no eye to see ...
haiz ...
but i think it is the experience for me to manage time ... 
its must manage time before u really do something ...
if not , 
everytime is last minute work ...


** what to do ??? life is like tat .... we must learn how to face it ... we should smile and think positive to overcome every problem , u will feel more happi **

累慘了。。。
好想喊救命！

今天真的是早起遲回，
昨晚還去了雲頂到深夜一兩點！

IM lost suddenly ...

這幾天都好negative  。。。
埋怨。。。

是時候了。。。
堅強的。。。
加油啦！

这男人。。。谢谢你。。。

这男的~~

好凶。。。

可是，

对我。。。

却很好。。。

=P

他，

慢慢爱上相机了，

因为我爱摄影。。。

一个男的，

不介意我的样子。。。

不介意我的习惯。。。

不介意我的态度。。。

不介意我的任何事情。。。。

我想。。。

真的真的很难遇到吧。。。

**昨天，因为拍照的时候,

被车撞了。。。

好长好长的故事。。。

我，

真的被吓倒了 。。。

头好痛 。。。。

手脚也伤了，黑青。。。

虽然已经过了一天，

可是，

我心里，

还是有一股恐惧，

一想到，

眼泪就流了。。。

走路都会看后面。。。。

昨天都哭了一整晚，

今天也哭了，

眼睛都肿肿的。。。

真的很难控制。。。

谢谢所有昨天帮我的所有人。。。。

真的，

我当时真的是傻掉了。。。

谢谢为了我skip课的你，

真的，

我真的很感动，

这一两天里，

都是你在照顾我，

帮我擦药。。。

扶着我，

昨天还一直安慰我，

送我去医院，

通知家人。。。

所有所有。。。

我的丑样，

都被你看完了！！！

真的超级丑！！！

一场意外。。。
我现在还真的很痛苦。。。

Again ...
busy day ...
why am I always complain im busy ....
really ...
soooo busy ...

HMm ...
still remember that before i going college,
i always tell myself that i choose broadcasting is because i like busy ...
hehehe ...
i think busy can make me forget unhappy thing and wont simply think ...

BUT ...
now ...
the time for me is so busy ,
but i keep on complain ....

sometimes ....
it is so happi because of busy ....
i can ignore others when i seriously doing my thing ....
i can play with play mood ...
i also can serious with serious mood ...

I NEED SOME REST !!!

People will grow up slowly when they experience something ...
and ...
i always feel that im so stupid sometimes being a kind and good person ...
how good u treat a person they wont treat back u same as how u treat them ...

The real society is actualy like this ...
a fact that we must accept seriously ..
then u oni can happi without this kind of problem ...

Forever alone ...

sometimes, i really feel like ...
alone is the better way for me to rest ...
for me to find back myself ...
i too many think make me so stress !!

positive thinking pls back !!

im so headache about english ??

Why english so hard ..
everytime doing assignment also face some problem ...
i cant understand easily ...

im so lost ...

20.2.12 Wednesday ...

The feeling today was so lost seriously ...
i cant concentrate and have not the heart to do so ....
really dunno wat happen to me ...
feel so depressed suddenly ...

I can strongly feel the reality ...
the fact in this society ...
so scary ...

PLs ...
i wanted a simple life ...

ARHHHH ....
im sick now ...
feel so suffer ...

suddenly feel so uncomfortable at college ...
and ..
i started flu ...
and ..
fewer after reach class ...

this week have so many thing to do ...
so tired arrrrr .....

The first day class after CNY ...
omg ...
MOnday is really very BLUE ...
i woke up at 8 something but my class is at 2pm ..
just bcoz wanna do my photography assignment ...
long long story to talk about ...

IM so tired !!
8pm oni finish class ...
my mind is already ask me to sleep ...
i fast fast record wat lecture had say , hahaha ...(izit ok ? i think is legal ?? maybe the lecture will sue me xD)
and ..
this week so many thing for me to rush ..
not oni assignment , presentation and also exam ...

fast fast over this sem ...
is like so busy ...
7 week finish this sem ...
i hope i can overcome the tired ...

IS TIME TO SLEEP ...
tmr 8am class ...

**华语篇-心情**

新年都是小孩最喜欢的节日了。。。

而我。。。

今年20岁了，

对于新年这节日都有点平常了。。。

应该说是，

很多东西已经变了。。。

我也已经长大了。。。

有些烦恼到了像我这样的年纪你才可能会领悟得到。。。

人生里，

总会等到有一些变卦，有些不同，有些失去。。。

你才会感受得到。。。

我比去年看开了许多，

我学会了微笑面对，

我学会了忍耐，

学会了放下。。。。

真的，

有时候人心难测。。。。

我觉得我没有笨，

我只是容易相信，

不去多想。。。

可是往往却让我失望。。。

我不会争取，

我只想平淡。。。

**谢谢你，是因为你我才有奋斗力，不再懒散**

-总是在这样的夜晚，感触很多-

Valentine's Day!!

Its friday ...
feel so good ryte everyone ...
hahaha ....
cny is near the corner ....
everyone was excited to celebrate ....

BUT ...
another festival also coming ~~~
Valentines day ...
hmm ...
today accidentally saw a fame blogger blog ...
her title is talk about Valentines day ...
i get attracted by the photo that she post ...
BECAUSE ...
i saw HELLO KITTY ( that the point )
hahaha ....

HMM ...

but i agree what she say ....

and ...

she gave us a page that have alot of pretty pretty bouquet ..

OMG !!!!

520 Love Creations=> FAcebook !!!

every guy can have a look (actually im implied someone , hahaha .... no la , just give him some advice, the price is fair ~~)

even the pretty chuckei also happi with the surprise.... 

OTher than that ...
i saw something special ...
the light is so nice ..
and i saw before in my frienz photo ...

For me , 
i think i hope to receive the present with creative and D.I.Y ...
For me, 
is look mre sincere ....

Lastly, 

wish everyone happi valentines day and happi new year ...

8pm finish class is a super tired day ...
sometimes i just curious that y someone can so spirit whole day from morning to night ....
they didn't say "tired " and just answer me that its a spirit or do what u like so u wont feel tired when i ask them ....

i strongly agree this but ....
BUT ...
u cant do anything when tired ....
speechless sometimes ....

semester 3 is a very short sem ....
i feel is so easy because just 7 weeks to finish this semester ~~
BUT ....
everything is so pack ....
assignment ....
lecture ...
tutorial ....
all cannot replace the class bcoz the time is not enough ....

what i wanna to say is ...
i cant stop thinking and thinking and thinking my assignment ...
think when walking , waiting bus ...
is so suffer ....
maybe i stress myself ....
but ...
i must get good result and improve than last 2 semester ...
cannot drop ..
scholarship is waiting me ...

Just semester 3 ....
still 3 more sem to go ....
i cannot so easy to give up ...
i should stay strong ....

Semester 3 started !!!

Semester 2's life Over ...
semester 2's exam Over ....
Semester 2's holiday over ...

IT'S over !!

So ...

Semester 3 is started !!! Started !!!!

STARTED !!!

almost started 1 week ...
although 3 subject but i feel is abit hard to get marks ...
sometimes a very hard subject may get good result ...
but sometime very easy subject cant get good result ...

so ...
must work hard harder and harder ...
many many things need to improve .... 

so today ... 
6.2.13 ...
My result released !!
Its is better than last semester ....
improve alot my GPA ...
from 3.4 to 3.7 ...
hope coming result can maintain or be better ....

wooh ...
my sem 2 holiday END !!!
3 weeks holiday ..

HMM ....
i think ...
not so much thing i do during the holiday ...
i just relax ...
relax ...
and ...
relax ...
hahaha ...

OF course ....

i meet my frienz ...
my BFF ....

what i can say is ...
i feel so glad ...
i feel the heart ....
i know who is the best frienz for u ...
or ...
i know the truth ....( haha ... )

so many many thing happen during my holiday ....
photo and more ~~
will be update soon ....

** FINALLY i reached KL ....
** FINALLY i can online ...