每个夜晚,

心情总是沉重的....

无助...

难过....

低落....

功课永远都是做不完的,

睡眠永远都是不足够的...

很单纯的,

只想....

快快乐乐的过每一天.....

现实的社会,

现实的人类,

让我觉得好累....

心...

怎么了.....

碎了吗??

要怎么补回呢???

感情爱的越深,

当然....

伤的越深.....

热恋后,

淡了吗??

很莫名其妙的想写部落格...

一直以来,

我都让自己的心情一直保持在开心的状态...

所以难过不开心,我都不会说出....

有时候想想,

我几时回爆发出来.... (当然,男朋友常常就会当我的出气筒**我很庆幸有一个这样的男友疼着)!

心态常常告诉自己,

不管错的是谁,别人怎样对待你,

我的心态都是,

"我最没有资格这样"...

所以,

我一直都不会生气别人,

虽然错的是别人...

你可以怎样说我,

或许你再怎样不喜欢我,讨厌我.....

我....

一样的告诉自己没关系....

我还是一样的做回自己,

我没有去伤害别人,

我为什么要改变,

我觉得我唯一要改变最大的是自己的脾气....

最近晚上都好迟睡....

心里还是不好受,

真的该学会看开点....

一个礼拜了...
又是时候上上部落格写写一些东东啦....

明天又是星期一了,
想一想...
我知道,
一定又有很大的挑战需要我去面对...
烦恼增加了很多...
最近都好累好累...
都不想多说话了...
或许我再也掩饰不了每一天的难过....
我不能每天在嘻嘻哈哈了,
只想冷静的一个人...

到了sem4,
我不能放弃,
当初,
是自己要转校,
要答应了每个人,
我一定会好好读书,
我一定会考到好成绩...

我一定一定要做到,
也是因为这样,
我知道自己常常会严肃了,
认真了......
我努力了....
我做一切都是为了功课好....
我不能再让父母失望....

每个人都会说我常常做事都一班.....
每次都半途而废....
我真的真的尽力了....
我希望自己也能像别人一样聪明,一样有能力去做每一样事情...

今天,我终于和好久不见的表姐吃吃,聊聊,逛逛...
减轻了好多的烦恼....

12点多了,
睡觉去了....
晚安....

明天加油....
每一天都要为自己加油!!!

credit by my cousin ...

身體啊身體。。。
可以不要這麼弱嗎？

又要開始生病了！

从朋友口冲说出...

"你一点也不快乐"...

我才认真想了一下....

最近还真压力....

有时候,

自己会很疯癫....

有时候自己会很不自己....

好累好累....

有多久,

我没好好的笑一笑....

BBQ Plaza member day !!!!

BBQ plaza always is my favorite food !!!
hahhahaha ....

9 and 10th July is member day !!!!
exclusive for the fans ~~~ hahahahaha ....

hmm ....
i cannot missed the moment with 50% !!!!
So, it means ....
everything thing u order ....
HALF PRICE ~~!!!!

RM 32 ++ only for our bil ~~~
it is so worth ...
so lets see how much we order ~~

NEXT station ~~
Caffeinees ....

a nice environment ...
i love the place so much !!!

Minion wanna eat BANANA !! hahaha ...

Banana chocolate waffle ~~ i love waffle so much ...
and its is very delicious !!

minion ~~ new toy !!! hehehe ...

** the photo resolution is so bad !! T.T .... earning money to buy Phone ... **

Sometimes,

i can feel that the society are so reality ....

when people hate you, 

or people dun like you ....

actually, 

sometimes is not ur problem ...

because they envy about you ....

sometimes ...

even a good friends, 

they try to be good with you no matter how ...

using so much of tecnique to try not to break the relationship ...

i saw all of that .... 

and ...

i feel that ....

izit not rely or trust people anymore ??
is not true frienz anymore ??
feel so sock about this ....

Thursday 4/7/2013

Thursday 4/7/2013 

Presentation day ....

i think ....

i have a good group members ...

hahahha ...xD 

Its been long time didnt have presentation ...

so, 

we are so nervous about the presentation bcz we heard that it is "Scary" and also tutor very fierce, something like tat ...

The most scared us is that we are the FIRST GROUP !!!!

OMG ...

my part is simple la, 

just present half of our story board ...

The comment from tutor is not bad ....

i feel that the idea is GOOD !!!

good job my group members ....

i hope that i got help out something la ... xD 

WHAT I WANT TO SAY IS ...

Thank you my group members ...

actually i wont feel that im so useless in this group ...=P

hmm, 

actually "mosquito" is the good leader ... xD

she lead us and help me alot ...

she care and help me Alot alot ...

she is the good friend which can friend with ... =)

She accompany wait pv12 bus at 9pm but she stay at TBR ....

OUR END PRODUCT !!

After presentation,
shoot another events at PWTC ....
we 2 have fun at there ... xD
EAT free donut there ...
YUMMY !!!

NIGHT ...

HEAD injured ...

T.T

seriously im so pain at the moment the back cover of the car ...

its bring me think back that i hit by a car too at college ...

"MYVI " !!!!!!!

oh no ...

hahaha ...

my head is like a very hard cover , 

already so many times gets hits !!!!

I didnt blame anyone because i know it is my fault too, 

im always so blur and careless ...

what i angry about is the ppl that hit me didnt say sorry ....

that all ....

i know the feeling , 

if im the person hits ppl ...

i will have same feeling of the ppl ....

** updated on saturday 6/7/2013 **

.....

Feel so sick this few day ....

my voice almost cant talk ...

my head swollen !!!

keep on put ice on my head ....

super pain .....

sometimes the pain u cannot sense urself ....

if u r the person u oni will know ....

same as the feeling ...